Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Life As We Know It...
ATTENTION PEOPLE!!
hehe...Ok here i am..back for blogging again. This is my new site...weeppiEE!! so link me aight!! and as for my xanga...i love it too much to close down...so once in a while i would drop here and there...so u can still tag on both ya..hehe... and puh-leazzee..im not greedy ok..hahar!! just as i was imagining if only i could have two homes...haha..ok crap..lol..ok i bet this gonna be a long entry so hang on peepz!! so i doubt i have miss much these days huh..eh as usual lah..wiht boring people like me around...there's nothing GREAT seems to be happening..oh God..suddenly i just felt life is like floating and drifting...and i just realize too that i've been practically been doing the same routine for the past 4 years!! obviously going back to and fro from school...and staying at home most of the times...and friends have come in and out of relationships..and im still single..oh yes..im still single..been 4yrs and can i say im living it off well?? hmm...i'd be lying if i say iim not at all envy...but then again..that envy just doesnt bring me to anywhere..im just happy my friends finally found someone again..and hell why do i hafta care abt my relationships so much..because i just dont like the feeling of being confined other than being those-lovey..still...there are precautions..its not like im married or something..now then its a different issue aye? so for singles...stay happy..dont brood..its not at the end of the world..esp my derest sister bunny..for she ever told me like life is so meaningless...like cmon..u just go thru it four 2 mths..and im like 4yrs? i never really like speak out all these while cos i rather keep it down..but who cares.. ok so talking about life and death...in just about last 2 weeks of june and first 2 weeks of july..IT SEEMS to be lots of death happening around me. Its like, i woke up from my sleep only to hear that my sis-in-law father had just passed on while there's no news of him being sick AT ALL! and then got home from school recently only to hear my mom was telling me one of the malay actor surprisingly passed on. And then i was reading the Berita Harian(if not mistaken..), an ITE girl passed on in Pulau Ubin after she fell from her bike. then as i flipped thru the pages, another ITE girl pass died after being in coma for quite sometimes..ard 3 weeks i think...and that was after her cca or sumthang. Then watch malay variety show only to hear that one of the actor's dad also passed on. And oh ya...i won't definitely forget this one..Singapore Mufti's brother who passed on in an accident in highway, Malaysia. When everybody just thought it was an accident, i cant stop thinking of something else. Dia telah meninggal dalam keadaan syahid. Ape taknya..he died dalam perjalanan ingin menyebarkan ajaran islam. And his wife? not only did she ikut suami dan menyokong beliau dalam menyebarkan ajaran Islam, she even passed on along with him.
Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh mereka
dah diberi keampunan ke atas dosa-dosa mereka ketika hayatnya. Amin.
And if that isnt enuff about death i could hear about, Tsunami strikes again in Indonesia!! So the question i've been asking about myself is why does it always have to be Indonesia though it is one of the Islamic country with the most number of muslims populations? And that excluding the frequent volcanic eruptions. And as much as i wanted to state in here, i dont wish to risk getting caught for being politically incorrect though i noe alot of people would definitely agree what i would say. And in short, there is always the One & Only which is bigger than this whole universe...and He's responsible for all these destructions which also meant as our retributions for we had gone against His will. You noe what im talking about. And yes! war! war!WAR! what does these western people know these days?? just war? for goodness sake cant they live their life a happier one instead?? Do they love killing people or what? Even jihad doesnt seems like jihad to me anymore. Its more like revenge and goodness me if i could possibly say one thing to the terrorists..i wanna say that Jihad isnt about committing suicide and putting a bomb on your body and blast it off and killing people is not only suicide but also homicide! And these are forbidden in Islamic teachings. Do i got it right? harhar...oh man..seriously..i dunno what else to say...i wanted to say more..so perhaps i continue next time..cos i tot i felt like i have some big business to do...LOL! so jolly well take care!!
Posted by =Im-tOxI-kaTe-d= at 7/19/2006 05:06:00 AM