Monday, September 11, 2006

frantic & hysterical...

NJRC ends. There goes my crush, wan and ika's, syak. At least she gotta talk to him...i dont..but idah and ika get to talk to my crush!! damn...and i dunno if he shy or what but i cant seem to get myself engage a conversation with him cos i dunno what to talk and how to start about hahaha..but its okay i don care anymore..they are like 5 yrs younger than us anyway...LOL!


And now 3 more days to IMF event, i have yet to collect my altered uniform last friday, have yet to get it altered again outside for its width and have yet to get shoes to suit with the uniforms. For awhile i was frantic. And in a midst of my frantication(if there's even such a word..lol!), idah, kaya, jannah, ika and me were sitting in a round table when they gave me my present, cards and cupcake. wahaha...i got no reaction..cos all i could think of was how am i suppose to collect my uniform on sat because i'll be working from 7 am to 7pm on sat and on sun, the place in not open for collection and i still think that i was on standby on the 11 and 12 sept because i hadnt got any finalise schedule. Lucky for me, kala was able to collect it for me and pass it to me on sunday...yeah..just as i thought i could rest on sunday after working 6 days straight. But its okay..uniform is important...i got the top so i must have my bottoms also right..i cant wear my top without any bottoms! lol!

Ok recollection of uniform is done. The auntie manage to finally altered its length shorter after taking my measurements for the 3rd time. Next mission to get done is to find my shoes and alter the width of my pants cos i really look like a clown with baggy pants if i dont alter it. So today, i had to wake up early again to first alter my pants, then meet ika and idah to collect our pay and afterwhich we go and search for our shoes. And pants done. Collection fo pay is done. And me and ika head on to find our shoes..hehe...


And i can tell you that from today onwards..i gonna have phobia touching shoes again...i mean as in when i go around window shopping. Why? Cos ika and me was so tired and so restless...we didnt eat cos ika was fasting. Leg wobbling until i almost missed my steps on the stairs. We go from far east to wisma to taka ngee ann city and to paragon before deciding that the shoes we liked are at far east plaza.


So while at metro paragon..while we were looking for shoes, i chance upon this shoe and i was just touching it slightly telling ika that this shoe is not bad but then i tot it was way too shiny so i just let go of my fingers and guess what i saw next to the shoes??? ITS A PIG SKIN LINNING!!!!!


ARGHHHHHH!!! MAN! WAS I FRANTIC! of course i was hysterical LAH! First, i never touch anything gotta do with PIG in my whole 22 YEARS OF LIVING UNTIL TODAY! how can i not go hysterical?!! man i felt like i made such a big sin and i felt so terrible. HOW COULD I HAVE TOUCH IT!!!! and i wasnt and didnt wanna use THAT HAND until i got confirmation from my friends who can say good in their religious backgrounds. and me and ika still heading back to far east to get our shoes..and all the way...i just try not to use that hand of mine. serious i feel so ewww-i-just-touch-something-i'm-not-suppose-to kind of feeling. Oh God..mengucap siak banyak banyak aku bila dapat tau..wakakaka!! and as if im still not satisfied..i went back to the area where the shoes was to ensure that i really DID TOUCH THAT PIG! I went back hoping for miracle that the label actually belong to the parts of shoes beside the one i hold. It was useless. The one i had hold DID HAD A PIG LINNING. I just stare at it as if i couldnt believe it that i actually touch that bloody pig. then i turned away..felt like crying lah...i mean..it really got something to do with my religion and i felt really bad lar ok...but whatever it is..i wash it with soap and selawat 7 kali..sorry lah alfie..not that i dont wanna do it..i dunno where to collect the soil cos i dont have plants at home. And im kind of not expert in this stuff for fear of doing it more wrong hahaha...ok its not funny but..since wan said its ok cos its dry and its unintentional..and with God mercy, and forever understanding and forgiving...i hope im forgiven. Serious i mean its not as i wanted to touch it. And even while buying our shoes, i still got a tinge of phobia to touch the shoes and try out although i know i had to try out anyway...suddenly i just felt that all shoes MIGHT BE MADE OF PIG LINNING..yeah i was that hysterical..but nevertheless..i felt slightly better. I know Allah tu Maha Melihat..tawakal ajelah..but the next time round..i tell you..i will never go near any shoes again! I wont even touch it until i feel it safe for me to touch..haha say whatever you wanna say...i dont care..i seriously got a phobia touching shoes already..just like syasya had a phobia with fish when she accidentally step on the fish on the beach thinking she stepped it to death when in fact the fish already died there even before she step on it. Urgggghhh....!!!!

Posted by =Im-tOxI-kaTe-d= at 9/11/2006 08:12:00 PM