Friday, December 01, 2006

My meeting with a B****(dont read if you think its too long)


Ok this is annoying. No matter how much i try to avoid bumping into her at school, i kept seeing her everywhere.


Do you remember the time when i wrote in my old blog regarding a girl who wanna thrash things out with me because i stared at her? When in fact i should be the one who should be thrashing things out with her of why she stared at me and my other girlfriends from the moment we step into the cafe at the redhill campus until we walked to the seats where we sat down, she just stared. And i know she anti one of our girlfriends because her bf was chasing after her and why is it that you have to stare at me and my gfs even when the girl you anti is not even around and i dont see the need to anti the friends as well. And yes, i haaaaaaaate it very much when people keep staring like they are big shot. And one day, after the staring incident had been going on for sometimes, i look at them and give them the i-caught-you staring-at-me kinda look with hope she knew i had enuff and stop staring. And as if this B had a bird brain(i learnt it from Full House..LOL!), she twist the story and claim that i stared at her. Funny damn girl huh?


And so, that marks the day where we from a nothing became enemy just by not knowing one another. hmmmph! So ever since, i jussstttttt don't wish to see her face anymore. It made me feel disgusted. Seeing her face reminds me of how she so cunningly twist the story and the name-calling she put in her blog. The day where she wanna have a one-to-one talk with me was the last day of school and last day we'd be in redhill. And i was hoping when we are in woodlands, there's little chance i gonna bump into her again. I was wrong huh.


Eversince i got into the second semester in 2nd year, i just kept bumping into her. If school isnt enuff, i will meet her somewhere outside. Just take for example whenever im in school, i will see her walking towards my direction. And when i took bus to school from woodlands interchange, i practically didnt wanna sit in case she sit nearby me so i chose to stand. And there she was standing right in front of me. And when im in the train on the way to school, just few days back, you know the centre where the cabin is separated, both sides got the two seater seats? i was sitting on one of the two seater in one side of the cabin and when i wanna get down at woodlands, i realize she was just sitting nearby me at another two-seater seat at another side of the cabin. Then when i went to rebond my hair with ika, we walked through jurong point when ika suddenly hurry to hide in the shop somewhere only to realize she saw that B. Lucky i followed her hide as well. lol! And yes i thaaaannnkk God very much. Reaally reeaaally thank Him alot because i wasnt put into the photography class. I was meant to make it my elective and i was kinda sad that i didnt get it cos they prioritize those who need to take that mod in subtitution to retake their core mod that fail. But one of my classmate from last semester, also together in this semester, got the to take up the photography module. And somehow in our 2nd semester when we started getting close, we were talking about something when i told her my experience with this B. And she suddenly told me that she think the girl was in her photography class. She said her name is nurul but everyone call her nunu. YES! it's the same girl definitely! And that is why i thank God that i didnt get the mod everytime i thought about it. I mean i was quite disappointed before this but i am happy now that i didnt get it. Everything happen for a reason they say. ahakz!


And its been months since that incident happen. If i had no choice but to see her everytime i bump into her in school, then at least i thought it wouldnt happen so directly in front, in an obvious manner. But yet. YET!!! OF ALL PEOPLE AND IN OF ALL PLACES!!!! I BUMP INTO HER RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!! IN MY FRIEND WEDDING!!! IN HER HOUSE!! IN HER ROOOOM!!! Oh dear God, what game are you trying to play with me?? why must You let me see her face all the time, all places, all time. grrrr...this is annoying.


The story was like this. This pri school friend of mine who is getting married today was also idah's ite friend. So hence we went together along with wati..another ite friend. In her room while waiting to take picture with the bride and groom, there were several people taking the photo. And idah suddenly turn back to me and ask if thats nunu. And i tot she was referring to the one in black which is rather fat and so not that B, i said no. And idah reconfirm with me again, this time saying that the one in red tudung. WHAT?! IN TUDUNG?? sorry i dont mean to insult or look down. I respect VEEEERRRRY MUCCCHH those people who wear headscarf. Really. But Not somebody like her. She go clubbing and drink and act as like a top notch B. Once i read her blog and she was criticisizing and making fun of how others look. Listen. She doesnt has a great look or beauty either but she make it sound as if she was so perfect in her physical being. So she wear a headscarf? Thats unbelievable to see everything about her happening right in front of me. From bad to a good girl now huh? She start whispering to her cousins i suppose saying her 'enemy' is here. Her cousins did look at me wryly. Idah heard it and saw. She whispered so obviously. And idah was saying sarcastically "ah bilang ah semua orang. orang dah malu gitu ah.."(''just tell everyone, thats how people are when they are embarrassed/ashamed") or something like that ar..right idah? I felt like i wanna laugh in front of her seeing her wear tudung and the jubah suit. SUNGGUH! TAK KENA! harhar!! And instead of whispering, she should be ashamed of me and hide her face behind the wall now that i know of her wild behaviours and now having me to caught her in tudung, yes she should feel tinge of ashame. And i guess she loves me too much lar is it? she cant be apart from me. we went downstairs to eat and beside us there were loads of empty seats and when me and idah came back after taking our food, her whole bunch of cousins were there. Even when idah and me were taking our food from the buffet, she walked passed us. HAISH! menyampahnya. meluatlah. BALIK BALIK MUKA! BALIK BALIK MUKA DIA! Janganlah tolong. Spoil my mood sia. But now knowing that her enemy is a pri school friend of her cousin, only God knows what story she will tell. Just dont let me caught this married friend of mine giving me a diff look and treating me differently the next time i saw her outside. HAISH! people keep saying to me...dont bother about her. thanks so much for the comfort. I mean why would i be bothered about her in the first place but what bothers me is that i kept bumping into her almost everywhere. Thats the most bothersome part! Maybe she will back off if i go to her and said please get out of my sight? puahahaha....LOL!


k nuff said lah..SORRY for such a long entry about her. Im just too flabbergasted, bewildered and dumbfounded that as if i hadnt had enuff of her sight in school, i have to meet her in my friend wedding. Nevertheless, i lost another friend to marriage. YES! AGAIN!! all get married varies from 20-22 years of age. Its sad because they are of different status now i mean, things are definitely gonna be different. Its sad cos seeing people get married is just the same as people going away on long journey. Bon Voyage they say. You never know when you get to see them again. Also at the same time seeing them getting married at an early adult age, your thoughts start to wonder, that your friend had finally found someone and wonder when is your turn getting married. When would it be your turn to found that someone. And how at this age where they barely work for long, they can have the money to spend for the wedding and for future household. And how is it that they are so fortunate to have a dad and mum to sponsor for the wedding and their burden is lighten to only spend for other stuffs. And also thinking that when i get married one day, how i have to save and use every single cent, every single penny of my own. No dad. mum's not working. Brothers married. How much can they help? Nikah kat makhamah....buat kenduri je lah. Ok perr. Majlis besar-besaran nie semua is not important to me. How my marriage will stay on after that is much more important. And i definitely not prepared to part with the money IF i saved say 15-20K? and i had to spend everything just on a 2-day event and only with pictures to hold the memory then? No. Money isnt easy to earn. So it should be spent on my honeymoon instead where the memories will linger in my mind til the day i die. puahahaha...my god so emo...but true wat...wakakkaa...ok ok nuff said lah..LOL!!

Posted by =Im-tOxI-kaTe-d= at 12/01/2006 10:24:00 PM