Monday, May 07, 2007

haish..wat a bad day i got today.
Naggin in the morning.
transportations seems to be moving slowly. is it only me feeling that way?
in school but never go class.
cannot go home either cos later kena nag.
RP network problem - sucks big time.
cant go admin.
internet very slow.
msn problem.
everything like slow today lah today!!
and it makes matter worse by getting no reply from people BECAUSE of the NETWORK!
i pay my school fees okay.
arghhh..feel like shouting the top of my lungs..
can you feel my angst?
i also dunno why i am so pissed actually..
really dunno why uh.
i cant go home so i ended up in library and do my own stuffs.
luckily got people to play the piano to help me relax.
dunno why i am like this today seriously.


yest went to suntec with 1st bro and family.
guess what?
im-now-a-proud-owner-of-a-pair-of-rollerblade!! wohooo! haha..
yes im happy..cos i neva dreamt of having one. but its cheap one uh- under promotion.
bro buy for us. a pair each..cool right?!
can practice with my eldest niece one day hehe..yes she got one too!! at the age of 8?..cool huh?
when im at the age of 8..my life only evolve around hospitals. LOL!



and my 2nd bro & family also came to my house.
finally gotta meet amir and nadia - after ermm..uncountable weeks.
here's the thing...when i know somebody did something bad behind me,
regardless of anything..saying bad stuffs & such when all these while we are good to them,
i know what they say.
but they dunno i know.
maybe somebody making up stories. But then again, knowing the person personality, you can also feel if the words said are the kind of words that would be said by the individual. the tone, and the way it was being said and all...
perhaps some can cast it aside. but i?
i cant fake it if i meet them face to face.
knowing and watching the person ber-drama..
sweet, happy face..baik betul..tapi belakang,, hanya Allah je yang tau.
its so fake..i feel like going to them and say "hey cut the act lah..just admit it."
some people just dunno how to value kindness..seriously.

People who dont respect my mother wont get any respect from me either.

Posted by =Im-tOxI-kaTe-d= at 5/07/2007 12:34:00 PM