Saturday, August 25, 2007
tis has been going on for sometimes...can't help but wonder...
the huge contrast between my sister's friends and my friends.
a number of her girlfriends actually wear hijjab(headscarf)...
always eager and enthusiastic in studies..to see who score the highest..
always encouraging each other to do something positive together...
always ambitious..like they planned to take a degree together...
even in a form of ilmu ukhrawi...they are just as enthusiastic..
sometimes ago...they register at PERGAS...
so her sunday morning is now spend at PERGAS.
And before this, they have plans to improvise their tajwid
(if tts the correct spelling..)only til recently, they are going to some Mosque to improvise their tajwid...
so Mon-fri-she works. Sat-ngaji betulkan tajwid. Sun-PERGAS.
what makes me wonder is that...
why i have not a single girlfriend that im close with wear a hijjab..except one...
why i have not a single girlfriend that are as enthusiastic in learning uhkrawi...
most of my friends club while her close friends don't.
im so jealous okay...
girls, before ur mind start to go astray and think abt all those negativities that lingers...
or start to throw curses...
please finish up ur reading first before you misunderstood the content okay.
i don't write this with intention to compare my friends and hers to imply my friends are bad...
i know my friends have their own good points too ok..
its just like how you see someone is so rich and you began to wonder..
why God make their life way better than yours..
I believe such thoughts had come across ur mind at least once..its a lie if never...
likewise...i just wonder God's work..
why God always present her with something better...
why she always get better things than me anyway...
i meant to say that..apart from all the friends i have now..
i also wish to have friends like hers...who are enthuasiastic to learn in-depth in uhkrawi.
my mother made a mistake..
i should never been send to government school.
i should have studied at madrasah..
and further studies to a higher learning institute of Islamic studies..
because the world is getting scarier...
and so are guys
(u noe how many raped news i'd read in these short period of time???)...month of august = month of utter disappointment
too disappointed you are numb to your own feelings..
let alone cry..
quoted...
*I'm neither rich or poor...
I'm extremely normal and ordinary...
with that, My life is just boring, dull and dry....*
...how true...
Posted by =Im-tOxI-kaTe-d= at 8/25/2007 01:55:00 AM