Wednesday, August 15, 2007

pheww..FYP presentation is over! what can be better than this??
Our presentation was was at 1045 just now. Met supervisor at 8am for dry run.
And im among the one who reached early...surprising right? kekeke...

Ok so what nightmare can be worse than this?
Remember how i kept saying i dont want Eugene Tham to be one of the judge?
Well, i gotta know one of our judges was EUGENE THAM!! God!!
I guess i cant hate stuffs huh...the more i dislike the more i get it..
I dislike RP i got it...I dont wanna go ITE i went...
I dont wanna work at sales, i end up working at giordano..
Dont wanna see nunu, she let me see her face often...now this?

From feeling nothing..i actually became so worried abt our upcoming presentatn.
Who don't know Eugene tham? a guy who likes to brag and ask lotsa questions..
and when we can't answer, he is like rubbing wounds to our injury lah.
How can of all teacher who liked/get along with me..i was given one who don't!!
God didnt answer my prayers..sob sob..
My mind had not been at ease for the pass few days before presentation..
And knowing Eugene Tham was one of the judges was like a double blow.
stayed up til 9pm in sch on tues. reached hm abt 10pm.
sleep early at 11++pm so i can wake up early for dry run at 745am.
Plan to wake up at 3am & do a bit more research but i ended up waking near 5.
Sahur.Mandi.Sembahyang. And out i go.

I always remembered this phrase...
Berkemungkinan yg dibenci itu adalah kebaikan buat kamu...
dan yang disukai itu adalah keburukan buat kamu...
sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha Mengetahui...
How true. I comfort myself..
this faci may like to shoot ppl with questions til they go berserk & cant even ans...
But i must believe Allah Maha Berkuasa..with Him...miracles can happen.
We prayed alot to be saved from his shootings.
And its really a miracle that we made it through...
he barely got any questions to shoot us la. Syukur Alhamdullilah.

While he more of the engineering teacher, he shoot me about anatomy.
He said..i know how to present but dunno how to explain.
Ok fine..i nvr said i liked science anyway right. lol.
And there's one time, we answered wrongly...
one of the female judges told us: "What had PBL done to us.."
And Eugene add with more sarcasm: "What have you been studying these 3 years"
He made the team felt insulted for awhile la..
I felt like answering..its obvious right..PBL is not much of help to the students??
Only those who are intelligent and love research...are suitable for this poly.
we are not..and most i know who got into RP..surprisingly...
are those who's O level are not really good enough for other polys.
or maybe its good but there's others who got better results..
so thats still makes ur result not qualifying enuff lol!
So in short..PBL made us even more lazy instead of working our brains out. heh.
But other than that it was okay. We were saved throughout. Alhamdulillah.

Meeting Roy..who always called me "Kurangajar aka rude"..always made my day..
he would call out that nick loudly and joke with me..
always make me feel better after joking with him hahaa!
i barely had any chinese guy friends who are that friendly other than chuan..
he even say i suay for getting Eugene..haha!!
Felt better after some Good Lucks from my friends..it comforting enough la.

Nelly, a friend of mine..at one look..she seems like a typical malay girl..
her dressing and such..
But who would expect this girl is almost near perfect??
She's a sexy girl with brains ok.
A pure science student in sec sch.
Scored bunch of As for sci, a.maths, maths, malay..
Few ordinary malays actually can score maths and sci lor..
In RP, her daily grades and UTs are mostly As..
A good hiphop dancer...and she can sing pretty well also k...
And she got the look and the height too!
yes and one with great leadership as well.
Suddenly, i envy her..ALot alot and ALOTTTT!!!
everytime i see her, i asked myself what can be lacking in this girl??
Gosh how lucky she is, that God make her almost perfect..
dont guys just love a sexy girl with brains like her?
urghhh..now im feeling stupid.. hate myself for being stupid...
God why you make me so stupid...
I wonder if i can ever achieve anything in future..
a dropout student can turn to CEO..
A person like me neither here nor there..
Is there any plastic surgery to gain IQ?

*Feeling so small inside..*
*Next up..PP to finish..*

Posted by =Im-tOxI-kaTe-d= at 8/15/2007 09:07:00 PM