Sunday, September 09, 2007

It's a day over my birthday. Right.
As much as i wanna forget it, sat's incident still left me traumatised...
Everytime im alone, the incident kept playing in my mind.
I don't know what i've done so wrong to deserve such thing.
I dont wanna mentioned it.

You might think its a small thing...and that i should be over it...
But put yourself in my shoes...THINK ok.
Its bad enuff to sacrifice ur bday to go to work...sick and tired...
the least you expect is not to have a bad thing happening on your bday but it did.
Wouldnt you react the way i did?

Dont worry, you're forgiven.
Im not angry.
Really.
But becos it happen on my bday, it became an unforgettable memory for me.
I hope God present me with some kind of surprise or miracle to help me forget what happen. Urggh...
Nonetheless, Im thankful for the presents guys. I really like it.
BIG THANKS!!

Just wanna share my thought abt how i felt..
when you gave me that pinky(u noe wat is it im talking..)..
Its not that im not happy ok...
I just felt kinda sorry of you spending all the $20 on that pinky...u get what i mean?
Cos i don't need an expensive one and i dont see why i need an expensive one either.
Doesnt $20 for tt pinky seems abit exp to you when i can just find a cheap one?
Thats explain my reaction.
I felt its reasonable to have bought something i can use...
and show you that im using the stuffs you bought as a sign of appreciation..
because for me, when i buy stuff for ppl, i felt appreciated when they use it.
So don't be misjudge ok.
Cos Im a person with deep thoughts. I wouldnt wanna explain.
You couldnt prolly understand whats going thru my mind.
But its nice tho.

And i dont get it..
i may joke around and telling ppl its my bday..
ppl tot i expect something from them..
but can't i just play ard??
You really think i want something do you?
of cos, if you have something to give..that would be nice cos its out of my expectations..
if not, then its okay..cos i dont really pin on hopes tt they would get me something...
Its not like as if i've been celebrating and getting presents on my bday since i was born...
If you forget..2005 was the first bday celebration i had at the chalet ok.
And that happened to be my 21st bday.
so i didnt celebrate my birthdays more than i do..
so why you think i wouldnt get used to not getting anything?
the most i pray for is good health and wealth for me and family..
dan diberi kepandaian, ilmu dan hidayah, duniawi & ukhrawi...amin.

Thanks to all the well-wishers too.
Too bad Eugene wasnt at work on Sat...hahaa...
He would have brighten up my day..haha..
He's just my senior at work..haha..
He's not that gd looking at first glance..
but he's cute when u getta know him along the way..
He got a mix blood and some character..
Soft-spoken, gentle, funny and crazy..
He's the second guy with such character.
The first is im not telling who. heh.

Watched High School Musical 2.
It was really good.
I like the relationship between troy and gabriella. Romantic.
Troy was sweet.
Zac Efron is gorgeous with his blue eyes. hehe..

Hope tomorrow's outing turn out fun.

Posted by =Im-tOxI-kaTe-d= at 9/09/2007 11:18:00 PM