Thursday, April 10, 2008

yuhoooo...back on da track..hehe..

graduation on the 29/3...its kinda fun but boring?
Nonetheless..i prefer SEG one heh.

Initial plan to reformat on wed..ika wasnt free..so we decided on thurs..
But on thurs..it was kinda late..
And i have this immense feeling that if we still go, it'll be a wasted trip..
thats why in the end, i decided to take my camera instead.
borrow her hard disk..*NOTE: it'll be return once i reformat my lappy..heh.

The next day, Dee accompanied me to reformat my comp...
Just as i predicted, a wasted trip..it wasn't possible becos, i think there's too much ppl already.
Went again on Tues..it was possible..BUT..i can only reformat using Ghost version.
I cant reformat using the old style..using CD & stuff..
For the matter of fact that i reformatted using Ghost before, it was unable to detect my mp3.
But the guy said that day, priority is Ghost so i got no choice.
Ahhhh..another wasted trip again for both of us. I plan to reformat myself.
Why i didnt do it my own despite knowing i can do myself?
Becos, having ppl to do for you is way better than doing on your own. am i not right? LOL!
then off to sim lim to survey for mp3..*ahem*..hehe..
the next time we travel together..
there's no reason for you not having anything to listen to..lol!

okay basically, my mum fractured her small toe..
So she hasnt been doing any cooking for the past week..
Which is equal to us buying take-away food. heh.
Last thurs, when i bought Laksa for mum at this laksa stall at clementi hawker,
And it had been some time that i havent buy from that stall..always from the stall next to it..
All these while it had been this guy who had served me..
Actually, i dont quite like buying from that stall cos of this guy..
He gave me the gatal vibe you know..
Always smiling and giving you the awkward feeling?
So this guy was like super-friendly to me that day..
He say.."long time never see you buy from here..."
In my heart i was like "Must i everytime buy from you??" loL!
Then i tot he gonna shut up when he say.."still schooling?"..i said, "graduated."
Then he was like "Nie balik keje eh?"(= come back from work?)...
and i replied "tak ah keluar.."(=no..went out..)..I take my food and went off..hah.
Get the fact straight. Not i look down at him. But i dont like when they got super-friendly.
It bugs me.

But there's one guy that fascinated me becos he's sooo sweet. LOL!
My brothers came on Sat to visit my mum.
Off to hawker centre with ma 1st sis-in-law & nadia and iqbal(the best friend cousin..lol!)
I wrote all the food orders on a piece of paper.
I always bought food from this stall even way before i was pri 1?
(so the hawkers there basically watched me grow up...lol!)
This stall..got a son..whom i can say cute/handsome? LOL!
Anyway, he was asking for my order..
Realizing that 6 orders was too much for me to say out..
i basically tore the paper and give it to him..hahaha!
Then he say i have to wait some time..ok no prob with that.
After 30 mins of waiting(thats far too long to wait actually...)..
i saw him waving as if signalling that the food is ready..
i went and he was like "belom siap..belom siap.. (not ready..2x)"..
and he said this cute smile on his face in a guilty way cos i waited quite long..
I said never mind..so i play with the kids..
Iqbal, my 4 yr old nephew..even said "lets go home.."..i said "food not ready.."
He said "no need the food..just go home.." bwahahhaha!!
Ok..so when i finally took my food..
He actually put all 6 packs in one white plastic bag so it kinda stretch & feel like bursting? LOL!
so i ask if i can have another white plastic bag..
As he was holding the empty one..i wanted to shift some of the food to the bag..
And i realize its such a hassle to do there..i told him never mind..i will do myself..
He was so sweet when he say.."its okay..i do for you..you just take your newpaper..it drop.."
(convo was in malay of cos..)
Cos i was holding 2 newspapers & i didnt realize one of it drop..
So after i took..he can actually hold 2 sides of the empty plastic which he was already holding..
while i can just put the heavier one inside the empty one?
But instead, he ask me to hold one side..while he hold one side...
And he carry the one filled with 6 packets of food and help me put inside the empty plastic..
I guess he realize its heavy? lol!
He such a gentleman..hahaha..
so sweet..he even wanted to return me $41 instead of actual $31..hahaa!
And the funny part is..last time, there's once he called me kak..lol!
But that day..he converse with me in malay and use 'YOU' to address me...
And the reason i only address malay guys with the word "You" or "I" when i talk to them is..
when i have no idea how to address him and im feeling awkward...
like if using 'kau/aku' would be too rude..and 'saya/awak' sound to decent?
I guess he was feeling like that huh? lmao!
And so im fascinated with his gentleman-ness...fair...tall...cute..handsome...LOL!




*If friendship is based on anger, resentment, revenge & ego, pretense..
then its not a sincere friendship*

*Just scold the person if you feel angry or resented & thats it. Make up & have a fresh new start the next time round.*

*Revenge should never be in your dictionary...because it will only worsen the condition that is already in its bad state. Anyway, revenge will only shows you're a person with a not-so-nice heart after all.*

*Even if you did revenge, and cause deep hurt to the other party, do apologize and explain your intention fo doing so..cos it can heal the wounded heart regardless of who's fault it is initially..the fact that revenge cause deeper hurt than the latter.*

*One shouldnt let their pride & ego hinder them from apologizing. Someone who refuse to apologize even tho they know they hurt one party deeply..is someone with a huge pride and big ego to overcome with.*

*People know if your friendliness is a pretense. Don't fake it.*

*In the end, unresolved issues will only make the friendship soured, *



oh my god..thurs fri is such a nerve-wrecking day for me!

Posted by =Im-tOxI-kaTe-d= at 4/10/2008 12:56:00 AM