Sunday, July 20, 2008

if there is a time machine...i would wanna go to the time after i'd got married.
cos i dont have to worry abt school anymore.
seriously..im very worried if i can get pass.
i am so worried i feel like crying.
Not until the outcome of the result, otherwise, i would still be feeling worried.
I really wanna get over this and move on.
I really wanna feel the freedom of no worries.
Suddenly i feel so scared on the outcome of reality. Haiya.

ok so highlights.
thurs - met my 2 besties for dinner.
Fri - went Blessing(aka Rahmat) birthday bbq at east coast.
The bbq? it was a sad story uh. yet it was somehow funny.

First, the change of timing from 7pm to 8+pm.
When we met Fadzli @ Eunos, it was only 7pm.
Since it was a las minute invitation & weren't sure of the food there..
I suggested we ate first since im hungry & there's nothing to do anyway.

Finally @ East Coast..some time were spent finding the pit.
The whole time from 8+ up til 1030pm when we reach the pit..
Fadzli been helpin Blessing to start up the fire & burning the charcoal..
And the 3 of us?
just standing by the side watching & waiting for the food to be cook. LOL.
AND THATS IT!
At 10:30, food still not cooked & we made a move w/o even eating anything.
pathetic right? HAHAHA.
thinking of the whole scenario made me wanna laugh.
its just like going there to watch ppl helping somebody else to start up the fire..
And thats it...OK BYE! LOL!

so when we left..i was joking with them why i feel so upset? HAHA,
cos this is the FIRST TIME in my ENTIRE 24 YEARS...
i go to a bbq, watch ppl burning charcoal & go home on an empty stomach. LMAO!
its not abt the food but its like an unsettling feeling..
its like u noe not-so-normal-bbq outing for us..wahahhaa..
And whats even funnier was when we were eating at geylang..
we joked on which food we are aiming to eat but only Ika got her drink.
I aim at the satay but we left without any food being cooked. LOL.
Idah - cake and there wasn't any birthday cake. HAHA!
Fadzli aim at anything that were there but basically NOTHING WAS EVEN THERE. ROFL!
My god tell me if we dont we look pathetic? haha.
Good thing we had eaten before sia. haha.
but pity Fizzy & Blessing..
they'd been struggling with the charcoal for almost 2 hours then..
i hope it worked cos If it didnt..its kinda feel awful..hope they had fun.

Sat - outing widda girls. First stop - mind's cafe at boat quay.
Played 'compatibility' game where a player will choose the theme eg: 'SCORE'.
And you need to choose 5 picture cards from your own decks of cards..
that is associated with SCORE.
And you also need to make sure that your 5 cards match in sequence
with the player's card who chooses the theme.
It was fun uh cos everyone came out with
all sorts of dumb logics & excuses why they chose that picture. haha.
i like it. next time should go again. haha.
Next stop is novena for dinner.
Heard the ayam penyek shop there is good.
One big U-turn only to find it same basement as the train station haha.
3rd stop wander at vivo.
And that marks the end of our meeting.


Ya Allah..lembutkan hati Urvi dan Sri Latha kasi aku B for daily grades.
Ya Allah..luluskan UT aku with good grades.
Ya Allah..dapatkan lah aku overall result C for both modules.
and same goes to whoever repeating.
Sesungguhnya Engkaulah Tuhan Yang Maha Penolong.
Amin.Amin.Amin.
Friends..idah? alfie? pray for me i get thru okay.

Posted by =Im-tOxI-kaTe-d= at 7/20/2008 02:43:00 AM