Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Last week applied chem class was enjoyable. So does Bioinstrumentation class.
This week is all somber. So does my mood. And the fun people were absent.
Especially today. Class was uber boring. I feel uber lonely.
And i have to wait for uT even though class ended like 3:15pm?
It was so dreadful, i swear i can't wait for the day to be over!

Next week is my last week. And that marks the end of the semester. Fast huh?
Alhamdulillah, everything went smoothly. Class was great.
What's left is awaiting of results.
When i repeat one of the ITE module within my 2yr course in ITE..
Despite all the exam i have to go through & chunks of notes to memorize in my
limited size brain, i didn't even feel the slightest stress. In fact i believe i can
make it. You can say Im pretty confident with my ITE studies.
Funny. RP have no exams. Easy to pass.
Yet i feel such a burden weighing on my shoulder.
InsyaAllah, i can make it through this semester.
All the well-wishes, thank you for being supportive.
May God answer those prayers.

Met up with best friend on my way home. Did some catching up while i was
waiting for my bus. Pretty much remind me of our old days together.
Where i would wait for her bus to come during our sec sch days. Where we
two would go out together & just talk about the stuffs we went through.
Where we would help each other financially w/o expecting any paybacks.
Nothing comes easy nowadays. In fact, it is getting scary.
Money is so hard to earn.
I'd rather spent a token & have a wedding feast in a mosque. All in the name of
charity. Instead of, saving up 20K & spent on an wedding event that doesnt even
bring return. Even though it is a once in a lifetime event, i still don't see the
reason why i should waste away my money like that. Really, i'm a very simple
girl. I hate all hassle & tussle. Now you tell me, all the chunks of pictures you had
taken for the wedding event, how many times you think you would look at it
before it made the storeroom its permanent home? lol. Tell me im weird.
Sometime, i feel like a girl born with a guy mindset with a touch of woman's
sensitivity. LMAO.

Our FYP gang is meeting up soon. Im so excited. We havent met since January!
Diana's birthday fell on the day after my last day of the semester. how nice.
George going to Army in October. The meetup is also kinda farewell for him lol.
I think 4 of us are pretty close to each other like brother & sisters.
And i hope we would continue our friendship just like that. *smile*

Was talking to Hisyam. kinda suprise to hear he broke up with the girl for half
a year already. Just last year robotics event, they were just getting together.
I thought it would at least last for some time.
And he's now with a girl 1 year older than me. WTH? lol.
He's an 88-er. The girl is 83-er. And she's taking master degree. WOW.
Both are smart (He's a science student). Alim. What else can you ask for? *smile*
Is the difference of 5years in relationship a trend now?
Besides two of my guy friends - an 83-er - have gfs 5 years younger.
No it's a trend for guys to go for older women. Just like the guy in Nur Irsyad.
He's 27 and his wife is 47. And she used to be his religious teacher since
he was 11 years old! You know what is going on in my brain right now?
It is like she, watching this 11yr old boy growing up to a man & out of the blue
became his wife. Weird. But everything is fated. ^_^
And speaking of which, my life is fated to be the same for the past 10 years. lol.




*missing all my friends right now*

Posted by =Im-tOxI-kaTe-d= at 8/06/2008 01:09:00 AM