Monday, February 02, 2009
i feel sucks right now.and i feel...
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If only one interview is needed, i would have gotten a job by now. But 3 interviews? Dah panggil 2nd tu panggil lah 3rd round skali..lol. It feels like a step away from getting the job yet it seems so far away. I just need that one mere luck to get to the 3rd stage and just to get that one mere luck seems mountain high. Arghhhh so frustrated. 어떻게?? 이젠, 내가 너무 슬퍼요!! arhhhh..my mind so muddled..몰라!몰라!몰라! Oh God, if you could only get me this job.
the only thing that make me happy is seeing these boys..go to escape theme park 2 days after we went cycling at pasir ris. the same place again barely 2 days apart. and of all the rides in there, this car was all that he loved to play and the ONLY thing he could play by himself hahaha. As if having those at home are not enough..one of their rooms has become a parking lot i swear. Bicycle, cars, motorcycles, swings - all credits to parents, uncles and aunties who bought it for them on their birthdays LMAO. The remote control car i bought for my japanese nephew, it was damaged barely months after i gave him. I almost bought a helicopter one for him which i didnt, luckily. Only God knows how many things inside the house would break if i did lol! This 7th is Iqbal(5th) and the youngest baby(1st) birthday!! And this aunt of theirs have no chings to buy them gift lol.
